I am attempting to link as much of my online content as possible in the general vicinity of one place. Google seems to have a lock on most of it I am finding! But I have a couple of blogs, here and on Wordpress.com. I have recently been focusing most of my blogging energy on the WP site, and had kind of even forgotten about Google and Blogger. Ah, as life goes on and we grow from things, move ahead, leave stuff behind and change, change, change...the things we forget along the way sometimes bring me sadness, and more often than not bring me very fond and endearing memories.
So I am going to edit the shit out of this blog, remove old and non-pertinent entries, and begin a new study of the journey I have been on, and am speeding forward with at this time.
Nola and I are fully entrenched back here in Maine and never intend to leave here again on any kind of "permanent" basis. She's a great dog, and loves the snow. I hate the snow but love Maine, so here we shall stay, continue to build our life and seek our knowledge of the world. Sure, I am still seeking that stupid meaning for my existence, but I am happy in general, and very much settled down. My "wandering" phase seems to have passed and I remain in one piece, thankfully. But I do miss all of the travelling, and I swear if it weren't for this little dog and her need to be in a stable and solid home, I might still be out there moving around...maybe not, but I don't want to know anymore. I am happy here and have reconnected with my family in the most awesome of ways. I have found more depth to myself, have grown in comfort with who I am and how I walk this world. Although I walk it singularly, I am okay with that for the moment. Time will tell what or who will come into my life to change that for good. I only have to be patient and let the Universe bring whatever is in store, accept it and do my best at being the best me I can be!
July 4th, 2012....Happy Birthday America!!!
